Saturday, January 12, 2008

subconsciously depressed...

had the weirdest dream yesterday and believe it or not i cried not in my dream, but while i'm sleeping....everything is so true....and i can only say i'm subconsciously depressed. There's no other reason to explain this....

Thursday, January 03, 2008

hate this feeling....

i hate the time whenever this feelings come back...
being sentimental and starting to think whether did I make the wrong decision...
what had happened to me...
i asked my inner self ... am I regret? No. I don't think so...
but why ? why do I keep having this kind of feeling....why?
maybe it's just not the right time yet...maybe....maybe....
i just need to be patient....patience and more patience....